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On Love and Loneliness

by Michael

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1.
Living Room 03:10
rivers, rolling through the valleys racing under mountains in the confines of my living room my house, which i haven't left in 3 days sanity left through the fire escapes of my living room and my locks and doors have betrayed me once again trapped me in oh i can't even contend and witness, to the sheer amounts of beauty of cobwebs spiders built me in my living room ants that, pick up pieces of for me of my crumbling heart comes tumbling to the corners of my living room these walls i paint with my eyes over again your voice i thought i heard in the other room as i pace around my house, i'm thinking of you my lights and thoughts are blocked my curtains, they're blocked by you shut the shutters, lock the house, shut my mind and shut my mouth and i'll disappear i'll disappear i'll disappear i'll disappear
2.
Acorns 02:32
Sometimes you love me Sometimes you don't know All times you're capricious I want to explode Look at your phone all throughout dinner abruptly you leave I don't feel like a winner My texts are like acorns forgotten by squirrels buried so deep deep in the snow You hope they will rot be forgotten by summer buried so deep deep in the snow well they'll grow and they'll grow into great oak trees don't you know and you'll find, in some time that my heart which you've curtly declined will grow huge it'll grow huge For I am a tree and my roots they will spread and they're big and they're strong and they're brown and they're red and they'll creep and they'll crawl and they'll climb over you I'll get over you over you, I'll get over you over you, I'll get over you over you, I'll get over you
3.
I have two shaking hands pumped with blood from a nervous nervous anxious anxious heart I have two shaking hands pumped with blood from a overworking overburdened heart And you come sit next to me with a plate of food balanced on your hand Some oolong tea and those sushi rolls you learned to make in Japan And I'll pretend like I don't care and I'll pretend that I'm so cool These conversations that we share I feel like I'm back in high school And I wonder, I wonder, I wonder if you're pretending too And I wonder, I wonder, I wonder if you're pretending too
4.
And when I kiss you I taste the salt on your skin your chest heaving I feel you forcefully push out wind it makes a hurricane in my room x2 You turn to me and ask me what I want to eat and I can feel your toes tapping on my feet it makes an earthquake in my room x2 So then we sloth out of bed put on some clothes but to our dismay we find whole foods closed and I want you know how much you mean to me and our time in this city spent adventuring and I want you know how much you mean to me and our time in this city spent adventuring you swoon I laugh I got a feeling in my stomach this will last So wander through the city streets unplanned and the heat from your body melts ice cream in your hand and your body is the sun and the moon the stars in the sky that blanket sand dunes
5.
Driveway 03:54
Your 97 Honda Accord pulls up to my driveway And I know everything is going to be okay And your feet they touch the hot pavement from the burning sun the heat rises up, up into the stratosphere where the clouds are clear and I can see now that I love you dear I love you dear x2 And I can't see anything here but you as your feet walk towards me wet with the morning dew and the rising sun burns bright like your fiery gaze and you smile so bright it burns in me for days And your sun dress flows like the wind comes and goes but our love our love is a rock which we can hide from crashing waves of stress your mother's texts your creepy ex and your monotone gray office text x2 and your hands are rough but embrace me so soft your touch elevates me to new heights aloft and the morning sun burns bright like your fiery gaze you smile so bright it burns in me for days
6.
You come sit next to me with a cup of hot oolong tea my heart's in a boxing ring it can't take anymore of this pounding oh no! You talk to me about him and last night the sex was great so I hear Well that's great that's fantastic that's great his made of plastic floating in the ocean waiting to choke some poor sea turtle to death he's made of tar sands and black oil X4
7.
Alone 02:59
I can see right through her eyes And I can see right through her disguise And suddenly I can read her minds I can read minds She's wondering why I'm wasting her time as her eyes catches those of another guy he's 6 feet tall, blond hair blues eyes and he's wondering why I'm wasting her time and she's wondering why I'm wasting her time and I'm wondering why I'm wasting her time her time Well the great epiphany I had today I'll never get the girl, I'll never get my way and it gnaws at me down to the bone straight to the bone And I might get married, married somebody but will that marriage be out of love or be out of fear or being alone? dying alone? And sometimes I feel like an extra in somebody else's movie Waiting to be edited out waiting for someone to delete me I'll be in the director's cut edition I'll be in the director's cut edition And it might be a bit too optimistic to say that someone will come along, come along my way well that's not quite what time has shown, time has shown and maybe i'll get married, married someday but will that marriage be out of love or be out of fear of being alone, dying alone
8.
Seems like you're the Serena Williams of breaking my heart And every time you serve the ball into the court I fall apart You're up forty love and I'm not quite sure how to score In this labyrinthine game of doves it's you I'm looking for
9.
Well the moonlight blankets over this great big farm and you stumble in the mud well you stumble in my arm and my heart races on I don't know what to do and my heart races on like I drank too much Mountain Dew and my heart races on I don't know what to say and my heart races on like the Predator's at bay get to the chopper! So then I stutter and I stammer and I don't know what to say and then we stumble and then we tumble next to the bonfire's flame the bonfire burns so bright it reminds of the Albuquerque sun where you come from And the heat reflects a burgundy blush on your face it makes me wonder if there are other guys running in this race and the pearls of sweat that glisten along your neck makes me wonder if i'll draw another joker in this deck x4 Will I get lucky and make you laugh all night? or will it all come crashing down down down down down down down?
10.
Hiking 00:45
And before I can even open my eyes I smell fried eggs in the tent and I can see morning fog in the air and I can feel morning dew under my feet and I hear good morning from you you don't even turn around you said I'm making eggs I'll make extra just for you I'll make extra just for you
11.
Lightening 03:13
Sometimes when I look at you And I can see the lightening in your eyes Sometimes when I look at you You brighten up these overcasting skies And if only for a second you illuminate the path of my life and if only for a second you illuminate the path of my life And sometimes when I listen to you I can hear the thunder in your voice and sometimes when I listen to you I can hear the thunder in your voice You wake me up from nightmares in the middle of the night to remind me that my dreams have a choice well you wake me up from nightmares in the middle of the night to remind me that my dreams have a choice And sometimes when I think of you and your face when you listen to me when I get blue you always come around Sometimes when you brush against me I can smell your scent from the wind and sometimes when your crying to me I can feel it rain on my skin We wash away our sorrows and feel the cool breeze from the wind We wash away our sorrows together this new life we begin.
12.
It's quiet along the pier and the only thing I hear Is the sand give way to your feet along the shore You come stand next to me In your thermos theres oolong tea it will keeps us warm tonight I hear you say The clouds gives way and the moonlight brushes over you on your shoulders a silvery gray and on your face the palest blue the silence and the dark juxtaposed with my pounding heart Its hard to keep my hands from shaking around you your eyes they pierce me they split me into you you stare at me whatever shall I do? you stare at me whatever shall I do? whatever shall I do?
13.
And I notice the pressure drop as you storm through the square with your terrifying, furious glare And I swore lightening bolts came out of your eyes And I swore zeus himself descended from the skies And I swore lightening bolts came out of your eyes And I notice the passerbys stare as they whispher to each other whats going on? going on there? And I've never wanted to be invisible more than now And I've never wanted to see you happy more than now Well your smiles I've taken for granted until now, until now And I can see the breeze blow back your brown brushy hair And how I wish that wind were my hands And I can see the sun slip a kiss upon your skin And how I'd never thought I'd be envious of stars I'd never thought I'd be envious of wind And I can feel your lioness roar As I stagger back and forth like a tsunami hits the unsuspecting shore And for some odd reason I want more And for your smiles and your kisses I'll endure And for some odd reason I want more wanting more And I can see the breeze blow back your brown brushy hair And how I wish that wind were my hands And I can see the sun slip a kiss upon your skin And how I'd never thought I'd be envious of stars how I'd never thought I'd be envious of wind
14.
Trash 03:00
And I know our relationship sounds sounds like this chord And I know some people take bets on when when we'll get bored of each other when we'll leave each other But I love the way you tear me apart And you love the way I yell in your car And I love the hole you fill in my heart Even if that hole is filled with trash Cause you fill it so earnestly and so honestly and you only do it for me And I know our relationship is headed headed for doom And no therapist can heal us or guide us through this gloom But I love the way you tear me apart And you love the way I yell in your car Well I love the hole you fill in my heart Even if that hole is filled with trash Cause you fill it so earnestly and so honestly and you only fill it for me

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Songs about love and songs about loneliness. Some are sad and some are funny and some are in between.

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released December 10, 2016

Michael Liu-Vocals, Guitar, Melodica, Banjo
Percussion-Josh Salant

Please check out the people who helped me make this album what it is:

Recording Engineer- Josh Salant/ Salant Sound
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Mastering- Peter Karl
peterkarlstudios.com

Album Art- Alexandra Anthes
cargocollective.com/AlexAnthes

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Singer Songwriter based out of New York City.

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